[She thinks that Secilia surely must be a genius. Suletta draws another tally mark. This was steadily becoming less and less nerve-wracking by the minute. Instead it felt a little bit like a game, and she was always really good at those. Almost as good as her mother.
She waits cross legged on the bed, takes a few deep breaths with her eyes closed, lingers over the messages. She chews on a thumbnail.
The first response Miorine had given wasn't all that important - if she spent more time on it than the other two, it would frustrate her. The second is the question Miorine really wants answered, the third is the hardest one, but it was her version of a compliment, which Secilia had been displeased at her with when she'd explained. That's it? She's lazy. Make her work.]
I borrowed them! There are all kinds of useful tips. There's makeup ideas, and pretty dresses. I didn't know that girls as tall as me wore heels! I want to try those. If I start small, it shouldn't be too hard, right?
Just fine? That's true - you're right. I thought so too. It's not very practical, is it? If I do things that way, I'd have to get a blouse that fits better.
[ Miorine doesn't realize that her blood pressure has spiked until Suletta responds to her and she finds her heartbeat calming some. This was much more business as usual.. maybe she'd been over thinking it. ]
Heels are a good idea they look better on tall girls anyway You have the legs for them you won't look like a kid wearing her moms shoes You probably won't even have any trouble wearing them, you have good balance And honestly you're not even THAT tall
[ Leave it to Miorine to turn this into a very technical conversation about fashion.
That last bit is less reassurance and more Miorine's own annoyance at being so small. ]
Well you could still wear that one Cinching it at the waist would help Or wearing form fitting bottoms It's about balance
Amazing... [Secilia was amazing! She guessed exactly right - no wonder she was a counselor.
Suletta mulls over this.]
Eh? Is she a counselor?
[Something to ask later. For a time she allows herself to soak up the compliments sprinkled throughout Miorine's exacting advice. She's not sure if Stage 3 will work, but she adds another tally mark to her score for her victory in Stage 2. She feels a little bad - Miorine hadn't scored points so far.
However, Suletta was a graceless winner, and a sore loser. She didn't feel all that bad. Games were meant to be won. That's what her mother said, anyway.
Stage 3 begins with a breadcrumb.]
Balance, balance...
That advice is so helpful. I wrote it all down. It's close to what my friend said too when they were helping with the pictures. Thank you, Miorine!
[This was risky in the same way that any tactical manuever was — if it landed, that was good. If it didn't, then - adjustment in the little heartbeats of space between a beam rifle powering up again. Weaving her way through lasers, through pitted asteroids. Easy.
She waits a moment. Then:]
Ah, it's gotten pretty late, hasn't it? I didn't mean to keep you up so long with something like this. Are you tired?
[Suletta's dancing around on top of the bed, twirling like she's in an old romantic film and being guided by an invisible partner. Then she remembers that other people are still sleeping, and flops back onto the bed with a big triumphant grin.
She rolls over when she remembers to add another tally mark.
Oh, and to respond.]
Ah, yes? When I brought up my troubles figuring out clothes, they offered to help. They're really talented with things like this! It was nice of them. Oh, it wasn't forced - they wouldn't do that! They just gave advice. Mm, I guess they did help with posing a little... And with some of the lighting. I wouldn't have been able to figure it out on my own. Didn't they turn out fashionable?
[ Truthfully she hardly reads what Suletta has said, growing more and more frustrated with SUletta's non-answers. She's typing very aggressively. ]
Your friend is a pervert Don't do this sort of thing with them ever again If you need help with stuff like this ask me first or someone like Nika or Chuchu. Also stop covering for them who was it???
[Suletta is blissful. She's biting the inside of her cheek to avoid giggling. Her response comes back after a measured pause as always... as soon as she adds another tally mark.]
Pervert? No, no, it isn't like that! She really did help. I thought of you, but you're always so busy, and ah, this sort of thing is a little embarrassing... I didn't think Chuchu-senpai or Nika-san would be interested in this kind of topic. I'm not covering, you just - You seem upset. I don't want you to take it out on her.
[ Miorine takes a moment to mull this over, scrutinizing Suletta's message in the same way she would a business plan or correspondence during a negotiation. ]
[Her imminent victory means that it takes her a moment to catch up to the tone of the message. She glances over to her tally marks, then her cheeks puff out.
Begrudgingly, she places a single mark next to the cat.]
She's frowning when she adds another tally mark to Miorine's side. That still wasn't a lead, and she still had her trump card, but she'd been hoping not to use it... not so soon anyway.
Ah, well. Secilia had shrugged when she had expressed her reservations, and said with the sort of lazy disregard that indicated a truly pathological lack of fear, that she had been subject to worse than the wrath of Miorine Rembran.]
Ah, that's not- I didn't say that. Please don't be mad, but... well. It was Secilia-san. She said that she noticed me fretting and wanted to help. It wasn't much. She gave me advice.
Though she isn't foolish enough to blame it all on Suletta. This side of her was new but when she connected all the dots she was beginning to draw a picture that almost made sense.
Miorine wonders if this was on her list too. ]
Secilia? Your first mistake was asking her for any help ever. But I'm not mad What were you so worked up about that she felt like she needed to help you out?
[A sigh of relief. Suletta decides not to give herself a point, but she doesn't give one to Miorine, either.]
Ah - no, that isn't true! Secilia-san is... She's bold, but she gives good advice. She's knowledgeable.
[Her defense of Secilia given, and perhaps a little sullen that the game seemed to be over, she continues on.]
It was clothing advice, really! But, ah... also. I suppose it was romance advice too. When I told her that you and I don't see much of each other, she suggested something like this. It sounded like something you'd like.
But once her ire has passed she feels a little bashful, affection bubbling in her stomach.
She underestimates how Suletta might feel about her being gone, especially when she always has so many others to keep her occupied. Wordlessly, Miorine sends Suletta two pictures:
One is of her lock screen, it's a picture of Suletta trying ice cream for the first time. Her cheeks are stuffed full of dessert and she looks euphoric.
The other screenshot is of her wallpaper once her phone is unlocked. It's the picture Suletta has most recently sent. ]
[The pictures she's sent make Suletta first look exhausted — not that picture, she thinks — whereas the second one makes her flush in a mixture of pride and embarrassment.]
Ehe I practiced this time. After a while, it wasn't as scary to take the pictures. Secilia-san was patient while I got it right. Oh! I'll send another.
[In this one, she's in a black dress. It manages to be tasteful, but it's far more daring than anything they'd wear to school. It's strapless, leaves her back exposed, and it clings to her body in a way nothing else had thus far. Her posture while seated in the windowsill again is relaxed — the dress is long and flowing, but the leg crossed over her knee is exposed. She's wearing a pair of strappy black heels, and the photographer has caught her in a candid moment, because her head is thrown back in laughter.]
[She'd been in awe of the photos when they were done. All were her, true, but... she had been transformed.
She was beautiful. This person in these photos was strong and unafraid. This person decided where she would go, what she would do, and when. This was a woman who answered to no one.
...
She'd had to turn her face away from Secilia, just for a little bit.
Miorine answer makes her smile fondly.]
OK, I will. I will. I promise. No Nika-san or Chuchu-senpai either?
What do you like about this one?
[No asking her if she liked it altogether this time.]
those two are fine They're not dangerous like that woman.
[ best to not question it further ]
What do you want me to say? Seriously How far do you want this to go
[ because suletta was capable of being spooked - miorine knows these things can be delicate, one bad experience could make things harder down the line. ]
Miorine's bluntness did not bother her, usually. But today, right now...
Suletta feels her mouth thin. She has the flicker of a thought, one that makes her body feel like a slow-burning furnace, smoke licking at the back of her throat. The thought is simply that she should roll over and go to sleep without bothering to answer.
She breathes in through her nose, out of her mouth. She has to do this several times before she feels the heat in her being driven out.
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Date: 2023-06-22 08:16 pm (UTC)She waits cross legged on the bed, takes a few deep breaths with her eyes closed, lingers over the messages. She chews on a thumbnail.
The first response Miorine had given wasn't all that important - if she spent more time on it than the other two, it would frustrate her. The second is the question Miorine really wants answered, the third is the hardest one, but it was her version of a compliment, which Secilia had been displeased at her with when she'd explained. That's it? She's lazy. Make her work.]
I borrowed them! There are all kinds of useful tips. There's makeup ideas, and pretty dresses. I didn't know that girls as tall as me wore heels! I want to try those. If I start small, it shouldn't be too hard, right?
Just fine? That's true - you're right. I thought so too. It's not very practical, is it? If I do things that way, I'd have to get a blouse that fits better.
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Date: 2023-06-22 08:24 pm (UTC)Heels are a good idea they look better on tall girls anyway
You have the legs for them you won't look like a kid wearing her moms shoes
You probably won't even have any trouble wearing them, you have good balance
And honestly you're not even THAT tall
[ Leave it to Miorine to turn this into a very technical conversation about fashion.
That last bit is less reassurance and more Miorine's own annoyance at being so small. ]
Well you could still wear that one
Cinching it at the waist would help
Or wearing form fitting bottoms
It's about balance
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Date: 2023-06-22 08:50 pm (UTC)Suletta mulls over this.]
Eh? Is she a counselor?
[Something to ask later. For a time she allows herself to soak up the compliments sprinkled throughout Miorine's exacting advice. She's not sure if Stage 3 will work, but she adds another tally mark to her score for her victory in Stage 2. She feels a little bad - Miorine hadn't scored points so far.
However, Suletta was a graceless winner, and a sore loser. She didn't feel all that bad. Games were meant to be won. That's what her mother said, anyway.
Stage 3 begins with a breadcrumb.]
Balance, balance...
That advice is so helpful. I wrote it all down. It's close to what my friend said too when they were helping with the pictures. Thank you, Miorine!
[This was risky in the same way that any tactical manuever was — if it landed, that was good. If it didn't, then - adjustment in the little heartbeats of space between a beam rifle powering up again. Weaving her way through lasers, through pitted asteroids. Easy.
She waits a moment. Then:]
Ah, it's gotten pretty late, hasn't it? I didn't mean to keep you up so long with something like this. Are you tired?
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Date: 2023-06-22 08:55 pm (UTC)Someone TOOK these photos??
Did you TELL them to take them that way?
Or did they force you into it?
Who was it??????????????????????????
[ the rest of the message is ignored. ]
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Date: 2023-06-22 09:10 pm (UTC)[Suletta's dancing around on top of the bed, twirling like she's in an old romantic film and being guided by an invisible partner. Then she remembers that other people are still sleeping, and flops back onto the bed with a big triumphant grin.
She rolls over when she remembers to add another tally mark.
Oh, and to respond.]
Ah, yes?
When I brought up my troubles figuring out clothes, they offered to help. They're really talented with things like this! It was nice of them.
Oh, it wasn't forced - they wouldn't do that! They just gave advice.
Mm, I guess they did help with posing a little...
And with some of the lighting. I wouldn't have been able to figure it out on my own.
Didn't they turn out fashionable?
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Date: 2023-06-22 09:15 pm (UTC)Your friend is a pervert
Don't do this sort of thing with them ever again
If you need help with stuff like this ask me first or someone like Nika or Chuchu.
Also stop covering for them who was it???
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Date: 2023-06-22 09:29 pm (UTC)Pervert? No, no, it isn't like that! She really did help.
I thought of you, but you're always so busy, and ah, this sort of thing is a little embarrassing...
I didn't think Chuchu-senpai or Nika-san would be interested in this kind of topic.
I'm not covering, you just -
You seem upset. I don't want you to take it out on her.
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Date: 2023-06-22 09:34 pm (UTC)I get it now.
You were the pervert all along.
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Date: 2023-06-22 09:39 pm (UTC)Begrudgingly, she places a single mark next to the cat.]
Huh?
What do you mean?
I'm not being a pervert.
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Date: 2023-06-22 09:45 pm (UTC)I wasn't born yesterday
If you're not the pervert then your little friend is
Which is it going to be?
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Date: 2023-06-22 10:02 pm (UTC)Darn.
She's frowning when she adds another tally mark to Miorine's side. That still wasn't a lead, and she still had her trump card, but she'd been hoping not to use it... not so soon anyway.
Ah, well. Secilia had shrugged when she had expressed her reservations, and said with the sort of lazy disregard that indicated a truly pathological lack of fear, that she had been subject to worse than the wrath of Miorine Rembran.]
Ah, that's not-
I didn't say that. Please don't be mad, but... well.
It was Secilia-san. She said that she noticed me fretting and wanted to help.
It wasn't much. She gave me advice.
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Date: 2023-06-22 10:22 pm (UTC)Though she isn't foolish enough to blame it all on Suletta. This side of her was new but when she connected all the dots she was beginning to draw a picture that almost made sense.
Miorine wonders if this was on her list too. ]
Secilia? Your first mistake was asking her for any help ever.
But I'm not mad
What were you so worked up about that she felt like she needed to help you out?
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Date: 2023-06-22 10:35 pm (UTC)Ah - no, that isn't true! Secilia-san is...
She's bold, but she gives good advice. She's knowledgeable.
[Her defense of Secilia given, and perhaps a little sullen that the game seemed to be over, she continues on.]
It was clothing advice, really!
But, ah... also.
I suppose it was romance advice too. When I told her that you and I don't see much of each other, she suggested something like this.
It sounded like something you'd like.
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Date: 2023-06-22 10:40 pm (UTC)[ It's a little payback, maybe.
But once her ire has passed she feels a little bashful, affection bubbling in her stomach.
She underestimates how Suletta might feel about her being gone, especially when she always has so many others to keep her occupied. Wordlessly, Miorine sends Suletta two pictures:
One is of her lock screen, it's a picture of Suletta trying ice cream for the first time. Her cheeks are stuffed full of dessert and she looks euphoric.
The other screenshot is of her wallpaper once her phone is unlocked. It's the picture Suletta has most recently sent. ]
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Date: 2023-06-22 11:00 pm (UTC)[The pictures she's sent make Suletta first look exhausted — not that picture, she thinks — whereas the second one makes her flush in a mixture of pride and embarrassment.]
You liked it that much?
[This question is genuine.]
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Date: 2023-06-22 11:02 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-06-22 11:18 pm (UTC)I know.
What else about it did you like?
I like knowing your thoughts.
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Date: 2023-06-22 11:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-06-22 11:33 pm (UTC)And then, a miraculous event.]
No. I asked you first.
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Date: 2023-06-23 12:38 am (UTC)Your confidence.
You're never not self-conscious
Even around me
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Date: 2023-06-23 12:59 am (UTC)I practiced this time.
After a while, it wasn't as scary to take the pictures. Secilia-san was patient while I got it right.
Oh!
I'll send another.
[In this one, she's in a black dress. It manages to be tasteful, but it's far more daring than anything they'd wear to school. It's strapless, leaves her back exposed, and it clings to her body in a way nothing else had thus far. Her posture while seated in the windowsill again is relaxed — the dress is long and flowing, but the leg crossed over her knee is exposed. She's wearing a pair of strappy black heels, and the photographer has caught her in a candid moment, because her head is thrown back in laughter.]
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Date: 2023-06-23 01:24 am (UTC)[ It's corny- her heart skips a beat.
And then a moment later: ]
next time you want to take pictures like this tell ME not her.
I could have done all of this.
And I would have styled you better
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Date: 2023-06-23 01:58 am (UTC)[She'd been in awe of the photos when they were done. All were her, true, but... she had been transformed.
She was beautiful. This person in these photos was strong and unafraid. This person decided where she would go, what she would do, and when. This was a woman who answered to no one.
...
She'd had to turn her face away from Secilia, just for a little bit.
Miorine answer makes her smile fondly.]
OK, I will. I will. I promise.
No Nika-san or Chuchu-senpai either?
What do you like about this one?
[No asking her if she liked it altogether this time.]
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Date: 2023-06-23 02:47 am (UTC)They're not dangerous like that woman.
[ best to not question it further ]
What do you want me to say?
Seriously
How far do you want this to go
[ because suletta was capable of being spooked - miorine knows these things can be delicate, one bad experience could make things harder down the line. ]
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Date: 2023-06-23 03:00 am (UTC)Miorine's bluntness did not bother her, usually. But today, right now...
Suletta feels her mouth thin. She has the flicker of a thought, one that makes her body feel like a slow-burning furnace, smoke licking at the back of her throat. The thought is simply that she should roll over and go to sleep without bothering to answer.
She breathes in through her nose, out of her mouth. She has to do this several times before she feels the heat in her being driven out.
Then, she calls.]
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